Friday, July 8, 2011

Reinventing Anita, little woman, big shoes.: Preview "Cross Roads"

Reinventing Anita, little woman, big shoes.: Preview "Cross Roads"

Cross Roads

I don't know what it is, but when you reach a certain point in your life a lot of things lay in balance. Sometimes there comes a point that you feel like you are at a cross road and you don't know which road to take. I feel like I am that cross road.

What brings a person to that point in their lives when they don't know which way to go?
Do they stay with what is familiar and safe or do they take a chance on something brand new and not so safe? These are questions I find myself with.

I have no answers to my questions, I only know how I feel.
Right now I feel lost, like a big part of me is missing. I have always been a person
who had no problems choosing my paths or my directions. I always Knew where I wanted to be in my life. Right now I don't know where I want to be.

When a new opportunity approaches you do you cease the day and take the opportunity or do you let it pass you by?

Do you let go of everything that is familiar and take a chance on something new?

What if choices you make hurt the people that you love? Would you still take that new opportunity? Life is about being happy as someone very special once told me.
I want to be happy. Here is a big question of my day, am I responsible to make other people happy? Or am I responsible for only making myself happy?

I have prayed about my questions and I tried listening to the Holy Ghost.
Maybe I'm not really listening for the answer. Or maybe I'm afraid of the answer.

If I'm so afraid of change, why at this point in my life am I being faced with these questions?

So this brings me to my cross roads. So my dear friends ask this of you who read and follow my blog. Please pray for me that I find the road that I need to take.
The road that will bring me love and happiness.